WARNING: this is a very selfish post. I’m just venting is all
oct. 24- my boyfriends birthday. we went to expo, we had a blast
oct. 25- me and my boyfriend had a joint birthday party and it was awesome. They finished a whole keg and they were up until 8am. I died at around 5am lol
oct.26- my birthday. went gambling and i won so we went to a friend’s house but she wasn’t there so we went to expo. a few friends were there but we had to go home because they had somewhere else to go.
oct. 27- tried gambling again but i lost. a couple of friends came over and so smoked some good shit. we died.
4 whole days of epic nights and now i’m feeling shitty. I don’t even know why. Is this the price i’m supposed to pay for everything good that happened? A couple of friends are coming over again today and i’m not sure if i’m up for it.
It’s like i’m looking for an adventure and I want to have it with my friends and my boyfriend but i don’t know where to go. I think that’s what’s getting me down. I want an adventure but i don’t know how. I want a license so i can drive already.